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16 May 2009 @ 09:37 pm
I've never gone with the wind, just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
Til you opened the door, there's so much more
I've never seen it before
I was trying to fly but I couldn't find my wings
But you came along and you changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier

I watched from a distance as you made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know how that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me something that I couldn't see
You opened my eyes and you made me believe

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier

Baby you showed me what livin' is for
I don't wanna hide anymore

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier, crazier, crazier

 
 
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: Taylor Swift - Crazier
 
 
snuggle
03 May 2009 @ 01:49 pm
Under the weight of your wings
You are a god and whatever I want you to be
And I wonder if truly you are
Nearly as beautiful as I believe

In my head
Your voice
You've got all that I need
And this make believe will get me through
Another lonely night

Under the weight of your wings
Should ever we meet on your side of your stereo
I will pretend I know not of your thoughts
And even the way that they mirror my own
I'll take you away in the way that you take me and go where I go

In my head
Your voice
You've got all that I need
And this make believe will get me through
Another lonely night

Fall away to the sound of my heart to your beat
Melancholy and cool, kind of bitter sweet
Love on repeat
I'm echoing all your philosophies
And as I fall away to the sound of my heart to your beat
Melancholy and cool, kind of bitter sweet
Love on repeat
I'm echoing all your philosophies
And as I...

Oh...

I don't
Wanna be fool-hearted
Baby, I'm out
Numbered in my head
I don't
I don't wanna be fool-hearted
Baby, I'm out
Numbered in my head
My head...

In my head
Your voice
You've got all that I need
And this make believe will get me through
Another night

Yeah, your voice
You've got all that I need
And this make believe will get me through
Another lonely night

Lonely night...

Under the weight of your wings
I make believe you are all that I'll ever need

All that I need...
 
 
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: anna nalick - in my head
 
 
snuggle
31 March 2009 @ 11:28 am
ugh.  
i'm having a bridget jones kind of a day. i don't know why. but i am. : (  boo.
 
 
snuggle
21 March 2009 @ 10:06 am
When I was younger I used to be wild
As wild as an elephant's child
No one could hold me down
No one could keep me around
Now it's your turn, take a shot
Baby show me everything that you got
Maybe you can keep me alive
Maybe you can get in my mind
But it's only a matter of time

Before I run far away
I need to take a holiday
Maybe it's a fall from grace
I gotta find a new place
A holiday
I'll set off on a new chase
I gotta see a new face
I need to take a holiday

My father, he was always wise
As wise as an elephant's eyes
He couldn't hold me down
He couldn't keep me around
So are you gonna take your shot?
It's the only one that you got
Maybe I'll go out on a limb
Maybe I'll jump in for a swim
When the lights go dim

You know I'll run far away
I need to take a holiday
Maybe it's a fall from grace
I gotta find a new place
A holiday
I'll set off on a new chase
I gotta see a new face
I need to take a holiday

A new start
I've broken too many hearts
And I don't have any clue where to go
I don't know
But maybe I'll be back someday after my holiday

When I was younger I used to be wild
As wild as an elephant's child
And I don't think I'll ever change
I think I'm gonna stay the same

I'll run far away
I need to take a holiday
Maybe it's a fall from grace
I gotta find a new place
A holiday
I'll set off on a new chase
I gotta see a new face
I need to take a holiday

A new start
I've broken too many hearts
And I don't have any clue where to go
I don't know
But maybe I'll be back someday after my holiday

All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that we'll never find
They don't mean a thing tonight
 
 
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: Boys Like Girls - Holiday
 
 
snuggle
30 January 2009 @ 02:40 am
 
 
snuggle
11 January 2009 @ 07:05 pm
I'm confused... he knows he's saying this to a TV camera, right?

http://cosmos.bcst.yahoo.com/up/player/popup/?rn=3906861&cl=11490686&ch=4226714&src=news
 
 
snuggle
03 January 2009 @ 07:37 pm

Using one word for each letter of the alphabet, make a list of the words you most associate with yourself or that you feel best describe you.

Submitted By [info]mesila


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A- antsy
B- bright
C- careful
D- daisies
E- energy
F- fearful
G- giddy
H- helpful
I- imagination
J- junk food
K- kisses
L- lovely weather
M- mashed up
N- nowhere is far enough
O- optimistically pessimistic
P- pen is mightier than the sword
Q- quirky
R- ridiculous
S- spazzy
T- tired
U- unicorns
V- very, very
W- worried
X- xanadu
Y- yips
Z- zip, zip, zip

 
 
snuggle
14 December 2008 @ 11:51 pm
so this kinda sucks a little. it's almost midnight and i'm still wide awake. i didn't work today; we had our family christmas party thing today. i slept in til about 10. usually i have to get up at like 8. plus i had a ton of sugar and stuff at the party, so i'm a little wired. i figure i'll just ramble in here for a while til i tire myself out.

i have an exam tomorrow at 11:45, old world prehistory. i haven't really studied. but i went to every class, so whatever. with the midterm, i'd missed 3 classes (and that's a lot of a monday/wednesday class), and i still managed to get an A- on it. so whatever. at this point i kinda don't care. i mean, sure, i'd like to do well. but whatevs. i have the paper due tomorrow. i have like, 3 more pages to do tomorrow (it has to be at least 12). it sucks, totally not my finest work, but you can get away with that in anthro classes. plus, i kinda don't care. i know that's like, the most horrible attitude ever, but at this point, i'm just jumping though hoops to get the degree at the end. at this point, i really don't feel like i'm paying for classes, or knowledge, or to "learn" or whatever. i'm paying for the degree at the end. i'm not against learning, of course. if i pick up/retain some fun facts along the way, all the better. but if a year from now i can't remember the archeaological significance of the grave goods at varna, i'm not gonna feel like a failure or anything.

ugh. i just have to get through tomorrow, take the test, finsih my paper, and then i'm done. woo!
 
 
snuggle
08 December 2008 @ 12:42 pm

From perezhilton.com:

"Director Catherine Hardwicke won't be coming back to do the Twilight sequel, New Moon, according to Variety.

It was a timing issue, says the report.

The studio wants to rush the movie out in 2009 and wasn't willing to give Hardwicke the time that she wanted to develop the sequel script.

In a statement, Hardwicke said, "I am sorry that due to timing I will not have the opportunity to direct 'New Moon'. Directing 'Twilight' has been one of the great experiences of my life, and I am grateful to the fans for their passionate support of the film. I wish everyone at Summit the best with the sequel — it is a great story."

And the studio issued this statement, "Catherine did an incredible job in helping us to launch the 'Twilight' franchise, and we thank her for all of her efforts and we very much hope to work with her on future Summit projects. We as a studio have a mandate to bring the next installment in the franchise to the big screen in a timely fashion so that fans can get more of Edward, Bella and all of the characters that Stephenie Meyer has created. We are able to pursue an aggressive time frame as we have the luxury of only adapting the novels into screenplays as opposed to having to create a storyline from scratch."

No one's getting in the way of pumping money out (as quickly as possible!) of the Twilight machine!

But, Miz Hardwick walks away with this amazing feat — she delivered the biggest opening weekend ever for a woman with Twilight. Congrats!"

Ugh. Well, there goes New Moon. Seriously. Catherine Hardwick did a kick-ass job on Twilight. I hope no Catherine plus trying to pump the next movie out as quickly as possible won't equal sucktastic movie. Especially because I've been reading that the Summit big-wigs don't think New Moon needs a bigger budget than Twilight, even though (and don't get me wrong, I LOVED Twilight) some of the special effects in Twilight were pretty sub-par, and New Moon has teens turning into WEREWOLVES right before your very eyes. Summit better not ruin New Moon just because they're money hungry.

 


 
 
snuggle
06 December 2008 @ 02:19 pm
so i didn't get the internship at the buff news. didn't even get an interview. yeah. not feeling too great about that one. whatever. probably for the best. had they recognized my obvious awesome, i might have completed an internship and then been offered a job after graduation and the last thing i want is to spend any more time than necessary in the frozen tundra that is this area. so whatever. fuck 'em.

so it's back to the drawing board. once i finish my papers, it's full-force internship searching for me. i was gonna apply for this program in DC for next fall but now i'm just gonna apply for the summer. meh. whatever. i actually have all the info for the forms and stuff good to go; my resume is up-to-date, i wrote those bullshit essays about my career plans and experience, i just have to wait for the summer 2009 application to become available. idk if they'd even accept me, but whatever. i figure if i keep applying for things, someone's bound to say yes eventually.
 
 
Current Mood: determined
 
 
 
snuggle
15 November 2008 @ 02:31 pm
From a NYT article about the Mormon Church's role in voting yes on H8te:

"Suggested talking points were equally precise. If initial contact indicated a prospective voter believed God created marriage, the church volunteers were instructed to emphasize that Proposition 8 would restore the definition of marriage God intended."

www.nytimes.com/2008/11/15/us/politics/15marriage.html

Are they kidding me? They do realize that up until about the last 100 years or so, marriage was pretty just a business transaction, right?
 
 
snuggle
06 November 2008 @ 07:45 pm
soo.... what's new, everybody?

haha. yeah right. obviously i'm gonna write about politics right now. i'm surprised it took me this long (a whole day and a half!) to actually log into lj and ramble on about the extreme awesomeness that was election day. but honestly, the day after, i was just in such a happy daze, i couldn't really get my thoughts together. even now, with two nights' sleep in between president obama's (okay, president-ELECT obama, technically, but seriously. president obama? how good does that sound?) acceptance speech and now, i still really don't have much to say. i mean, i have PLENTY to say, and i've been saying it to anyone who'll listen, but it's all so jumbled and emotional that it would never sound right written down.

basically, this is amazing. it's not like we've never witnessed history before. the oklahoma bombing. columbine. 9-11. katrina. the last eight years in iraq. but to be able to finally witness some POSITIVE history... it's.... i don't even know. it's such a gift. and sooooo many people voted!! that's so amazing!! finally!! i mean, obviously things won't change over night. so while the election of obama as president, not to mention as the first black president (which, seriously, could be a whole other blog entry in and of itself to talk about the pure awesome that this means, not only for black americans, but for everybody else, all other minorities, everybody whose ever been told "no, you can't"... god... so powerful, so so powerful), and it clearly signals great change in the country, i think more than that it signals the potential for even greater change. that's one of the many reasons i love obama. not only is his election socially historic and such a great step forward for this country, but he's got the policies and the know-how and the intelligence and the cool head to be so much more than just a symbol. i know politicians are usually full of BS, and especially as a *fingers crossed* future journalist, i'm running the risk of sounding really naive right now, but i honestly believe he has what it takes to lead this nation and help us help ourselves to STOP SUCKING. that's really my only fear right now, that the american people will be so exhausted from this looooooong process and they'll fall into a trap of thinking, well, that's over, it's awesome, the hard part's done. but we can't lose that momentum. record numbers of people voted. okay. good. let's keep it going! so now let's have record number of people watching the news. record number of people reading the papers. record number of people getting involved and staying vigilante and keeping watch on what's going on. even the simple act of just talking about it, to whoever, is a good thing. the more people care, the more we'll be able to get this country on the right track.

change.gov

go to this web site. check it out. sign up for a mailing list if they have one (i don't know if they do, i haven't had time to explore yet, but his campaign site had one so i'm assuming this site might, too). just keep track of what's going on. because it affects us all. more than that, it's going to affect future generations. anything we do wrong will fall to them. but so will anything right, so let's try our hardest to get it right, shall we?

okay, now on another note... WHAT WERE YOU THINKING, CALIFORNIA?!?!?!?!?!?

i can't even tell you how appaled i am that prop 8 passed. and similar bans in other states. and the fact that one state (which one it was eludes me right now, but look it up on google, you'll find it) took away the right for gay people to adopt children is nothing short of irresponsible. even ignoring the fact that it's hateful and discriminatory, it's just plain IRRESPONSIBLE. honestly, i don't even know what to say or where to start. i'm so disgusted on so many levels and for so many reasons, i really don't know what to say.

i don't care what the right wing religious say. i don't care about boogus statements that start with "studies show" and end in "hate hate HATE." IF YOU DON'T LIKE GAY MARRIAGE, DON'T GET ONE!!!!! i fail to see how what two consenting adults decide to do with their private lives, when it physically, emotionally or mentally harms neither themselves or anyone around them, is the business of anyone except those two consenting adults. it's hate, it's discrimination, it's bigotry and it's WRONG. how can we as americans, in good conscience, continue to send our men and women in uniform to die in the middle east and let our government say it's for freedom, when here we are at home, oppressing and marginalizing our own citizens? like i said, i'm disgusted.

and yeah, okay, i'm straight, so why should i care? because we're all human. we all have to live on this planet together. and the hope is maybe one day we can do it peacefully, no matter what your age, gender, race, sexual orientation, etc etc etc. it's not a gay issue, it's a human issue. gay rights are human rights. any other adjective you could stick in front of "rights," women's voting rights in the '20s, civil rights in the '60s, it's not just the burden of that group, it's the burden of all of us. it should matter to everyone.

okay, i'm running out of words, so i'll get off my soap box now. lol.

but in all seriousness, let's just keep the positive going. we owe it to ourselves and each other.



 
 
snuggle
05 November 2008 @ 07:45 am
: D

Yes, we can?

YES , WE DID!!!

OBAMA '08... or should i say... PRESIDENT OBAMA.... man, that's got a nice ring to it....

: D

although... on a different note... i gotta say... while i'm thrilled for the nation as a whole... i'm so disappointed in California.... and I believe Florida passed a similar ban on gay marriage...
seriously CA, what happened to voting No on H8te? why are we letting hate be legal? because that's what it is, plain and simple. c'mon, CA, get with the program. welcome to the new millenium, love and equality are rights, not privleges.


 
 
snuggle
03 November 2008 @ 06:59 pm
so today i got the "official" word from joann (news desk editor) that they want me to start being an assistant editor next semester. in fact, she said she was going to e-mail/talk to me by monday, so that i can start coming in on tuesday and such (production days are tuesday, thursday, and sunday. not that i'd be able to be there on sundays tl next semester b/c of work, but whatevs).

so that's awesome. and to make it even MORE awesome...

the article i'm working on this week is about a lecture/presentation being given on wednesday on campus by the editor-in-chief of the buffalo news. they aren't sure what it's on, but i'm going to cover it. which is awesome because IT'S THE EDITOR IN CHIEF OF THE BUFFALO NEWS. the paper for which i am applying to intern at this summer. so yeah, my plan: to research the heck out of her, come up with brillant questions, dress all awesome and professional and then show up to this lecture and just totally rock and maybe it'll help my chances of getting an internship this summer. which would be the best thing ever. such an awesome networking opportunity.

plus.... being an assitant ed next semester will most likely mean leave-of-absense from work. um, heck yes? : D

ps: tomorrow is election day so GET OUT AND ROCK THE VOTE BABY!!!!!! i'll be rocking the vote for obama... personally i think everyone should, too, but hey, right or left, GET OUT THERE AND VOOOOTTTTEEEE!!!!!!

and here's hoping CA votes no on prop 8. seriously, CA. get with the program.
 
 
 
snuggle
15 October 2008 @ 10:16 pm
did mccain just suggest that concern for the health of the mother in regards to abortion is an extreme pro-abortion stance??

like, for real. he pretty much put the word "health" in air quotes.

*grumbles* &#^@&#^@&%

this man.... $*#&$*(#@&)

Obama '08!!
 
 
snuggle
14 October 2008 @ 09:02 pm
wow... i can't believe it took me this long to think to find an obama icon.... psssh.

debate on... wednesday, yes? and november 4th is coming up quick!!

Obama '08!!
 
 
snuggle
08 October 2008 @ 10:28 pm
soo.... i'm not tired enough to go to bed yet, but i'm too tired to do any homework or something else productive, so write in my LJ i shall. i don't have school tomorrow, because it's yom kippor. i don't know what that means. maybe i should learn what that means since it's given me a day off. it's jewish, right? *shakes head* i make one shameful anthropology major, don't i? ahaha.

umm... yeah. i have nothing to say. well, i'd probably have plenty to say if i started talking about school, but it'd mostly be bitching and worrying and complaining and freaking and i'm really just not in the mood for that right now. nope. no thank you. pretty much, i don't like school. but who does? classes suck. well, no. they're okay. but yeah, class is, in general, lame.

i've been reading this fanfic involving gilmore girls and rory's new journalism job and all the trials and tribulations of it, but i'm considering not finishing reading it because it hits a little too close to home and has me wondering if i'm making the right career choice. although, really, it's the only career choice, because short of moving to hollywood and trying to make it as a WB star, i can't think of anything else i could do that would be in any way even remotely fulfilling. but it would really suck if i, you know, sucked at it. which i hope i don't. because if i do, i'm fucked and i have no future. bah. i really hope i have a future.

okay. see, this is what i did not want to think about. baaaaaaaaahhhhh.

anyway. yeah. i need to get a new lap top. i'm just not sure when to get it. i kind of want to drag james to best buy on friday to help me pick out a new one and buy it on the spot. but i'm wondering if i should wait... although, whichever lap top i buy, it'll cost the same now as it would a few months from now. i don't know. i'll think about it. but it would be really helpful to have my own lap top again, and a nice, portable one unlike the beast that i had so i could work on articles and papers and stuff while i'm at school.

note to self: polish up the resume tomorrow and learn how to write a cover letter. the buffalo news starts accepting applications for interns in november. then they have interviews in decemeber. i really hope i can get an internship there. it'd be pretty sad if i didn't, honestly. oh god, what if i don't? it's not like i could even spend another summer at the union sun, since they can only have interns if they pay them, which they aren't going to do. i'm scared.

okay. this sucks. i'm going to go and read some twilight fanfic to take my mind off of it and then go to bed.
 
 
Current Mood: blank
 
 
snuggle
26 September 2008 @ 07:39 am
Utterly painful to watch. )
 
 
Current Mood: geeky